‘Mini-Me’& ‘Me’

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“Part of me that rests inside me
Not a mini character that resembles me
Visible to none but sensed by me
That’s my mini-me.”
Researchers say that more than 90% of the people here, talk to themselves doesn’t mean they are suffering from Schizophrenia.
Being caught talking to yourself? (Can be a silent talk or a loud one.)
It was a habit I had grown so comfortable with that I didn’t even realise I was doing. Infact , I was so comfortable with me talking out loud even in public. Ofcourse , it’s something beyond embrassing sometimes and no wonder the observer think as if i am hallucinating and to be honest I always pretend to unsee their expression but i have side eyes so let me tell you I see you! Remember avoiding your friends’ question ‘What’s wrong?’ when they caught you talking to mini-you and you give you an expression of nothing, just remembered something and even narrating a false story made on your mind right that moment and that mischievous smile your mini-you give to you , you know right. I even get so many dilogues from my mom regarding such activities and I am so good at giving answers, ” Why don’t you try talking to yourself?. It’s way more fun 😉 .” And it really is.
Self talk can be used for various purpose :- instructional like talking yourself through a task or motivational self talk “You can do it. Today is your day .” or complimentary types, you don’t need to wait for others for a compliment .
Oh my mini-me, thank you for existing. You, the one that motivates me to fly ,when I get high you are the one who warns me to know my ground and when I slip you are the one to lift me up. The one with whom you can share anything and you are not even judged. Infact selftalk is the sign of high cognitive functioning. It doesn’t make you mentally ill. It actually improves your control over many things above or beyond. Best way to deal with loneliness and anxiety.
This one is for the mini-me, so rarely appreciatied that never gave up on me. Thank you for making me fall in love with me . Thank you for letting me know my worth. It’s lil drammatic and dramas are fun.
I do not know much about pain so I smile
I do not know what betrayal feels like so I care
I do not know what lonliness is so I stay
I do not know what commitment feels like so I don’t
I do not know what hatred is so i love
Or I know all these so i do.
These are the examples of thought that I share with mini-me. Have fun with your mini you 🙂 .

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