I do but…

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What if i say that I love You
But I am not in love with you
Dear you,
Your presence holds my breathe
don’t want to leave even if it’s late
It’s not only your existence matters
You, in me is like chat masala in chatpate
when added becomes lil more tasty
not for everyone but for me
your absence for days,
feels as if smth is missing
but remember not everything
I have given my love, my vision
my sanity to you, tell me
just tell me how can i give you more
But do not make me feel
Feel like what are all these for?
Am I enough for you ? Your one and only?
or you are going to be like the rest
Because, I don’t want a hole in my chest.
Am i holding to nothing ?
Or something real?
I am not asking for a wedding ring
But done, done with just a fling
Not just a phone call and text
Yet what’s beyond still keeps us vexed…….

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